Who do I blame??

Who do I blame??

Befuddled post my dozenth class

Managed to score a decent pass

Relations started to analyze the cause

As I was believed to be a smart-ass

Solely had to choose my road to future

No one to guide at that juncture

A blunder to choose being so immature

So frivolous to make my decision sure

Microbiology, Biochemistry were amidst the choice

Biochemistry overruled Microbiology in noise

Chose it consoling the decision to be wise

Though uninterested, thought I could acclimatize

As a tiddler joined college with no less expectation

Days passed by without any determination

Dance, fun, tryst were mostly my prioritization

Secured second class, caused self indignation

I squabbled to work, mother insisted on studies

She thought employment would be at ease

Joined business administration with a hefty fees

Two unused years went with peace

Frivolity continued even in my job hunt

A job in my specialization, I was hell bent

Recession and struggle were clearly apparent

Merely a job, I was forced and sent

Work life was pleasant, but flunked nevertheless

Is it the right job? Questioned the aptness

Work nature prioritized on flawlessness

Stuck on by mending my cleverness

Life rolled in a happy phase

Ailments started to show its harsh face

A toilsome fight, I had to brace

My career, these ailments did deface

Three years of pain and blood stain

Studies, endowment, passion went in vain

Questioned often on what did I gain?

Muffled on henceforth what will I attain?

Slandered on being so lame

Confidence, belief did wane

What is the reason to be so tame?

Who do I blame? Who do I blame?

                      Who do I blame???