Tuesday, 28 January 2014

Who do I blame??

Who do I blame??

Befuddled post my dozenth class
Managed to score a decent pass
Relations started to analyze the cause
As I was believed to be a smart-ass

Solely had to choose my road to future
No one to guide at that juncture
A blunder to choose being so immature
So frivolous to make my decision sure

Microbiology, Biochemistry were amidst the choice
Biochemistry overruled Microbiology in noise
Chose it consoling the decision to be wise
Though uninterested, thought I could acclimatize

As a tiddler joined college with no less expectation
Days passed by without any determination
Dance, fun, tryst were mostly my prioritization
Secured second class, caused self indignation

I squabbled to work, mother insisted on studies
She thought employment would be at ease
Joined business administration with a hefty fees
Two unused years went with peace

Frivolity continued even in my job hunt
A job in my specialization, I was hell bent
Recession and struggle were clearly apparent
Merely a job, I was forced and sent

Work life was pleasant, but flunked nevertheless
Is it the right job? Questioned the aptness
Work nature prioritized on flawlessness
Stuck on by mending my cleverness

Life rolled in a happy phase
Ailments started to show its harsh face
A toilsome fight, I had to brace
My career, these ailments did deface

Three years of pain and blood stain
Studies, endowment, passion went in vain
Questioned often on what did I gain?
Muffled on henceforth what will I attain?

Slandered on being so lame
Confidence, belief did wane
What is the reason to be so tame?
Who do I blame? Who do I blame?

                      Who do I blame???

Thirst

They sowed the divine seed, For I was added to the next generation’s need As I bud to bloom with principles and creed, My first quench...